how many of u claimed to b a good friend of someone else?
but den again how many of u r reali there for them when they r down?
but den again how many of u r reali there for them when they needed some1 by their side most???




i wish some1 could come hug me tightly n say, "Hush.. It's alright now.. I'm here.."

suddenly miss trainning n dancing n performing with all the T.A.T people..


meiyan..
fen..
ah liang..
yi di..
cing qing..
jiawen..
mei nu..
sophia..
xiao yun..
xue yu..
michael..


n many many more..
plus all those many dancers frm NUS..


miss those days where we trainned so hard tgt jus to put on a perfect dance show for the audience..

miss those laughter..

miss the time we were at korea..
like wat fen oways said, we go korea onli to eat, dance, sleep..
for a few days he oways said we onli " eat dance sleep "..
HAHA..
till a few days later, gt improvement laa..
we '' eat dance shop shit sleep '' ..
LOL =O





i wish i could dance tgt n go overseas with u all again!

=D

who do you meet when love turns around the corner?

i'm still not prepared to find out the ans...

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i seriously nid to cut down on my excess of food..
ZOMG~

"Slumdog Millionaire" with alan, joyce & siyun today..
another nice show to be watch..
at 1st i cant reali understand wat they r toking, cos no subtitle..
but slowly, can understand la =D










i tink i can declare myself broke liao siaa..
had been spending for the past few days..
on wat i also dono sia..
jus felt tt my money's depleting!
ZOMG~

so friends..
dont ask me out to any movies or expensive dinning for the time being k..
unless u wanna pay for me.. i wont mind,,
HAHAHAHA =pp






graceful piece of grp dance with a beautiful piece of music..
those steps might seem easy, but hell, it's not..

ppl oways say - such easy steps..
or - y those steps look so simple one?

no..
it's nv easy..
if it's easy, y dont u all try dancing den?


cos, even the simplest dance step can take ages to master it..
trust me..


well, if u arent a dance enthus, jus listen to tis piece of music..
it's beautiful
=D



黄山云涌

"Marley & Me'' with jw and jar today at PS..

quite a nice show i mus say..

entertaining, funny, touching..

taught ppl the true meaning of how great a dog love was for its owner..

tt's y they oways said - dogs r man's best friend..

how true..
=)

noorin n bryan dancing..
cool rite!!!!!

wish i could dance like tt too..
hahaha..

=D

i find tis drawing quite cute..
i dono y the hair can move one..
or was it the eyesbrown???
watever~

of cos now here cant move la but in the msn window can move..
LOL =p








may all b well for u..

pray tt kek will b happy with his results when A's coming out tis fri =))

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

-not reali.. if so, we wld have been tgt liao.. LOL! 


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

-hmmmm, quite true at times la..


The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

-well....


Your views on education:

 You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

-yess!!! i HATE studying!!! cool! unusual job.. here i come! LOL..


The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

-my dream job.. to b a good dancer? no wait.. is to be a tai-tai =p


How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
 
- ok!!! so, here i come!!!!
 

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

-independence is impt to me, tt's rite.. but he oways said i m so dependent on ppl de.. hmmmm..


Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

-yes.. i'll have mood swings!!! beware! =p

yummy bubble tea~




=D

i tink, i gave u quite a shock since yest ba?
LOL..


it made me wanna laugh out loud whenever ur smses came in, shock at my decision at a particular thingy..

oh well, it had like been like an interest to me since i watch the drama abt them bck then..
the interests onli grew more when i met u..
jus tt i held bck n nv let u noe abt it..
jus tt some things scares me off to pursue tis little interest of mine,,
HAHAHAHHA..


or shld i forgo tis n join another one?
but, which one? 
too many things interest me laaa..
but the knowledge of computer needed jus put me off..
darn!
i shld have studied harder for all my computer modules in  poly..
if not i tink i shld b quite an expert in computer now (no doubt, once i put my heart into something, i'll def do it till the end)..


nvm, still gt some more time to tink abt it..
hahahahahahhaha!!!!



oh peeps, in case u r wondering wat i m toking abt, jus keep wondering ba..
until i finalise my decision den mayb i'll blog it down..
at the meanwhile, wish me luck!
=))




anw jus for ur info, i wont b applying for uni tis yr..
xD

jus read one of my friend's blog entries..
it, reali gt me thinking..
n it reminded me of my past..
alot of things r going thru in my mind now..
but it's soo difficult to express them out..

ok, i'm not gonna go emo all over again or wat la, dont worry..
HAHAHAHA..


the entries were...
i dono use wat words to best describe them..

humans r selfish..
onli wan the best for themselves, esp in luv..

they dont care how many ppl r gonna get hurt..
in the end, all that matters was getting wat they wan..

but in the process,
did they realised how much blood n tears were shed becase of their selfishness?
did they realised  the agony that the ppl around them were in?
most imptly, did they ever realised tt they were actually slowly killing n wasting their lives away?


love will overcome everything, rite?
but how true is tis sentence?
100% true? cos afterall u did experience hardship to b with tt special some1 at last?
50% true? cos at times tt special some1 jus had to let u down at times?
0% true? cos u dint believe in luv due to all the hurt tt the special some1 had caused?

watever it is, b strong..
stay firm in ur stand - if u r 100% sure he/she is the one for u n tt he/she felt the same way, go n face the luv bravely, by all means..

however, if u noe he/she will b happier without u, let him/her go..


i wish, every1 will find their loved ones soon yeah?
i wish, those couples who r facing difficulties now to face them bravely yeah?
cos in the end, love is all that matters..

God Bless =)








if onli mattters of the heart is not complicated as you..

i'm like, RED n BLACK now can..
had been under the sun almost everyday since last week..
plus i get red & black easily under the sun (thou i noe i m super black liao)..
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!


went cycling with joyce, alan n siyun at ecp today..
n sorry peeps, i jus couldnt wake up on time!!!!
forgive ur Highness me..
she nid her BEAUTY sleep laaaar =p

kinda interesting day today, cos we met lots of "obstacles" along the way..
1st was the invasion of red ants.. (EWWWWW!!!!)
nxt was joyce collided into me, den siyun.. (OUCH~)
den was the tyre pun-chek of an ang mor guy's bicycle..  (ZOMG!!!)
oh, n we returned the bicycles bck late.. (OOOPS~)
HAHAHAHA~

after tt went PP to slack n shop around n had our dinner..
met baby on the way, commented y i m sooo black compared to last time..
duh~ dint i jus explain?? HAHA..



ok.. i can feel my hands n face burning now~
n my hands r like 1/2 red n 1/2 normal colour..
bahz!




anw, jw n me decided tt we'll write each a letter..
den burry somewhere at ECP..
but the letters can onli b read like 5 years down the road..
we r writting for kek also..
mayb i'll write for the rest of the gang also laa..
LOL..
kinda lame i noe, but it's somehow sweet lar..
can write watever we wanna say to each other but afraid of letting each other noe now..
ok, i noe there shouldn't b secrets between us yeah, jw?
but u noe, there'll definitily b some secrets deep inside each of us..
agree? =D 

BUT, letters haven written, cos either i'm lazy or busy to write..
n i bet tt jw also forgotten abt all these liao ba..
he's LOUSY!
hahahahahahahha =p
nvm, we shall c again... ..
=D



ps: pics to upload after alan sent me =))

well, i'm kinda lazy to post all the chalet pics..
so, i combined some nia..
the more decent pics..
LOL..
chalet on 16 - 17 feb 2009 with alan, jingyi, joyce n siyun =)



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anw, it sucks to be sick..
n yeah, my sexy coarse voice is bck..
but it gt better since yest laaa..
oh, didnt i mention?
i lost my voice once again..
rite after i went bck home from chalet on tue..
n hell, it jus gt worst at genting..
dont blame me pls, blame it on the amount of junk food..
hahahaha!

thou my voice came bck a little liao, but grats - i have like a running nose plus block nose plus cough..
so can u imagine how tough it was for me today during dance?
i used finish almost a packet of tissue during dance..
n normally i wont drink any water in between dance, but today's different..
i super thirsty n my throat's killing me..

guess wat's worst?
i had MAC for lunch after dance today..
n oh, i jus dinned at pizza hut yest with kek n the rest..

n so u c y i took soooo looooong to recover ba???
LOL =p

since i m quite bored now, i took some interesting tests..
and tis reali captured my eyes =)

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment   You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Losing Someone
Death
Being Alone
Commitment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

well, i hate being sad?
not reali..
emo is my type..
LOL =p

tis week had been, like hell..
almost every other days i went bck to sch for our MMP..
i admit i dint contribute much..
who ask i m the onli gal in the grp???
both guys gave in to me.. can bully them..
bleah! =p

anyway glad it's over n my attachment also over..
so unoffically, i'm considered graduated!!! =)



anyway last tue (10/02) went watched "THE WEDDING GAME" with miss yang huifen..
her treat to me for my early birthday present..
so the nxt time when we meet for movie will b arnd her bday time, cos it'll b my turn to treat her to movie!!
LOL..


wed (11/02) met my gal - agnes..
well, for wat? of cos for shopping spree laa.. LOL..
it's been quite some time since i reali shopped..
spent quite a bomb ba?? =/
but den again i shld reward myself for surviving my attachment!!
wooohooo~


fri (13/02) went sentosa with noorin n jingyi..
go tanjong beach for sun-tanning plus took a dip in the sea plus played freesbie..
anw, we saw  2 -3 guys in tongs..
n noorin jus had to get super high abt them???
LOL =p
n yeah, of cos i gt blacker after tt..
wonder wat dinglaoshi/zhoulaoshi will say abt me tml during dance =/
HAHAHAAH!
anyway pics will b up when i gt them from noorin =)


after tt met weiting, sheena n timo for dinner at cine pastamania..

after dinner i went off liao, to meet kek n bryan at airport T2..
y go all the way to airport T2 was cos tt lousy kek said he wanna go airport..
for wat i jiu i dono.. go n ask him instead ba..

actually if it was other guys who asked me go meet them at wat so far places like changi airport, i'll immediately reject de lor..
i'll tell tt guy ''if u wanna meet me, u better come down to where i m now, if not forget it..''
LOL! 
but kek's different..
wat makes him so different from other guys, it's hard to explain..
but wat i noe is, if he said he wans this, i'll nv say no to him.. unless it's something unreasonable laa.. 
n wat i noe is, our friendship is something i hold dear to..
same goes to the rest of the noobs la =D

c kek, i sooo gooooooooooood to u..
SO WHERE THE HELL IS MY VALENTINE DAY PRESENT?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
grrrr!!!!
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anyway i bought 12 subway cookies for $9.50 on thurs (12/02) in sch..
LOL..
yummy~







actually, i dono wat to update in tis little blog of mine le lei..
getting lazier to update liao..
LOL..
i tink i'll onli like update once a week or so ba..

unless i've some special announcement to made which cant b wait =D

till den~
=))

i finally understood how he felt tt time..


i oways tot tt he was soo sure of himself, n wat he wans..
but when it comes to the cross junction of life, everyone would have doubts, including the him whom i oways tot he was soo sure of wat he wanted..
n at last he chose the route, which i noe was his choice rite from the begining..
jus that the future, the prospect n everything else made him had his doubts..
now, he's chasing after his most cherished dream n i m glad



now, it's my turn..
last time, i swear i m not ever gonna study anymore after i grad from poly..
i was sure i m jus gonna concentrate on dance for a yr n den decide wat to do again..


but now i m having doubts..
wld i b wasting 1 yr jus like tt?
wat wld happen within these 1 yr if i choose a different route n choose to study instead?
would i b happy?

shld i jus go on cont studying at a local uni?
or completely have nothing to do with studying anymore - to venture into the real world n work?

but if i reali wanna cont studying, wat course i wanna take?
Psychology? Sociology? anything but Accountancy..
but i m not the "study" type lei, how?
i dono if i'll die from studying so much lei..
HAHAHAHA!!!!


or mayb i shld jus try applying?
no harm, jus pay a sum to register..
at last if they reali selected me, i not necessary have to reali study ma, can reject also =pp

but it's comforting to noe tt a local uni wanna accept me..
u c..
my results r like OMGWTH results..


nv mind laaa..
i still have abt 2 more weeks to decide n think before the applications for local uni close =D

daddy said it reali up to me if i wanna try applying not..
he said i m a grown up liao, shld make my own decisions liao..
W-O-W~
i dont wanna grow up!!! >.<"
ahhahaha..




but den again my mentality is like tis lei - study so much for wat? at last we'll all still die wat..
LOL..

mayb i shld like jus go n find a jin1gui1 n live happily after tt..
=p
yeah, in my dream~
bahz!




argh!!!!!!!!!
y is that the two person whom i wanna discuss most abt tis r in army?!?!?!?
>.<"

how beautiful can traditional chinese dances b uh???
i wish i could dance like tt!!!
i wanna dance more classical chinese dance!!!!!
xD










anyway today can say to b quite a fruitful day for me ba?

went jogging wit agnes n chingqi in the afternoon..
after tt we went swimming..
swan for 10 laps..
noe it isnt much n there's nothing to boast abt..
but for a lazy bum like me who's so super lazy to move her ass to exercise, it can considered quite an achievement le ba??
hahaha..

tml most prob going swimming again with them plus janet..
if reali gonna swim den my aim for tml is 12 laps =DD

i'm determine to shed some fats tis time round!!!
no more lazing around at home le..
gambatte!!!
=DD

cute photo..
like we reali wanna kill someone sia..
LOL =p

morale of tis photo - NEVER EVER MESS WITH US..
u wont noe wat will reali happen..
=p


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one of closer friends asked if i m ready for another relationship..
i told him -
i seriously dono if i  m ready for another r/s now..
but wat i noe is,i m enjoying every single moment of my life now..
getting into another relationship jus scares the hell out of me..

LOL =pp

such a sad yet touching song..
=")